Thursday, November 3, 2011

Back to December Twelve

Kat Berlin, Germany.

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on

Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day




Lanna masih lagi asek termenung. Dia tengok luar, cuaca tak sejuk sangat. Dia amek french coat, dia keluar. She badly need fresh air. Things was hard recently.


Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oooh.. a holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

(yeah...)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Lama jugak dia berjalan. Sambil jalan dia teringat kat Bonda, Papa, dan Nenda. Dia singgah kat satu tasek. Duduk kat bench. Kat telinga masih lagi ada earpiece, playlist from iPod made her misses a lot of things. Memories. Haizh. Why is it always me? Kenapa dia susah sangat nak enjoy her life. Lanna tarik nafas berat.


Bila hari seems macam nak hujan, dia beredar dari tasek tu. Walaupun cuaca makin mendung, tapi Lanna punya speed of walking, macam menghayati setiap langkah yang dia buat. Siap kira pebbles kat tepi-tepi jalan. Kira burung-burung yang terbang kat sky. Slow sangat. Sangat-sangat.


Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

But akhirnya, dia sampai kat rumah balik. Time dia dongak, dia stunned. Diam, terpaku. Speechless. Tak tahu nak kata apa. Dia nak patah balik. Kalau boleh dia tak nak face siapa-siapa for this moment. Dia nak seorang diri. Kalau dia seorang diri, senang, Tak de siapa-siapa yang akan sedih, yang akan marah. Tak ada sebab nk ada masalah. Aint it better that way? Semua orang happy.


However, belum sempat dia langkah lebih jauh, terasa seperti ada tangan yang memegang pergelangan tangannya. Lanna stop. But dia tak face orang tu.

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